I'm soooooo fucking tired. I want to puke. My head hurts. I'm thirsty. I feel like eating unsalted cheese.

There are so many things wrong with me. Whatever. Happy New Year.

I'm exhausted, but I can't sleep. Maybe it's because I feel subconsciously like the day's progress was wasted. Like nothing got done. I mean, today a lot of shit got done. But it felt meaningless.

I feel like I've lost, even though I just won a huge battle over my financial aid.

Anyway.

I couldn't find anything else interesting to read, and videogames kept sucking to play (I kept dying/losing/failing), so I figured maybe I'd try to write. But I guess I'm still failing/sucking/losing so I should probably quit this too.

I want a new drug.