Listening to: Some random piano coming from the tv in the other room
Feeling: melancholy
Creepy-assness of doom. I wrote... frikkin' ... Love poems about a guy I've barely ever met.
The first one's shit and the second one doesn't flow well but sounds relatively ok as a song.
So I'll lie here
Listening to Story Of The Year
And eating Sugar in the Raw
While I think of you
Seventeen sugar packets
Down to four
From all those times
When I'd think of you
So sweet
These gifts that cheer me up
To match with your intention
And lying here
In relative dark
In relative solitude
I know
That you are my favorite boy.
-------------------------------
as I said it's a giant pile of steaming shit
-------------------------------
In darkness, I lie here
Listening to Story of the Year
I think of you kissing me
Like you did
At the Death Cab show
And I remember
How we both missed the Presidents
Because you had to go
And I didn't want to stay alone
So I met up with a friend
You could tell
It was an end
To my innocence
The first time I hung out with druggies
Moshing (all drunk) to Against Me
As I sat there
Watching their junk
And wishing I was kissing you
And I pictured
Us lying together and talking
And listening to happy music
And joking around
As we played in the sun
By ourselves
But I remembered
It was all a dream
I had to wake up
And you didn't care about me
And really,
I'm just another girl
In your big huge world
So why would you want me?
But I felt something there
In that moment you kissed me
It filled all the air
In my lungs
Right then, I dismissed it
Thinking I must be crazy
And I almost missed it
But I felt it
Just a little
And more as time goes on
You're the biggest crush I've ever had
And I hope that you don't mind
If I don't want just yet to move on
And my point is
It took all of these words to express it
But I'm feeling it deep down inside me
And I just got the guts to admit it
I want just to get you alone
I want just to get you alone
I want just to get you...
---------------------------------
Meh... that one's kind of ok sung because I can make the rhyme work out and sound kind of cool and unique-ish... But it has no proper from for a song...
Well anyway, that's all I really wanted to post. Comment if you care, or if you don't care, or if you think I should eat shit and die.
And don't just say "nice top left pic" or some stupid shit like that. If you're going to be here, read the fucking entry.
keep it up.
jac~
i like first but the 2nd isn't poop
u should tell me cause i'm being here
"heh heh thats a really cool side icon thingy"
theyre great
and beautiful
you're amazing <3