I'm so frigging lonely... It seems like everytime one bad thing happens, everything that could go wrong, does... Well, at least everything in the same category... I used to IM with several people. It hit a peak last week, when I actually had four or five different conversations going on at once... Which I will never do again, as it is impossible to keep it up for long, especially whilst trying to convince my parents that I'm doing homework... Anyway, one of the people shut me out, so I blocked him right back... I know, terrible comeback... Then another person changed their screen name or something because they were never online... So I cleaned out my buddylist, narrowing it down from seven to four people... I truly am pathetic... Well, out of the four only two will talk to me, and neither of them is online right now. Maybe I'm just having one of those periods of insulting people without realizing it again... Looking over my behavior patterns records (is it weird that I keep records on myself? <.< ... >.> ... <.< ... o.o ... >.< ...) it seems about the right time for me to be losing friends that way. Damn my reliable fucked-uppedness! I really am a freak. Get over it, cause I sure can't... ~ Beth