Anyway... Yesterday... Yesterday I went to school. I got all excited about choir fifth period, because we get to sing in choir and it's just generally fun and somewhat of a goof-off-fest with Kassandra and the three crazy funny chicks that sit next to me. So naturally I didn't end up going. See, what happened was, Dannie got really depressed/angry during lunch because basically all her friends had ditched her (including me). So I followed her around and offered myself as a punching bag. It took a while but she accepted. I'm such a damn masochist XP So I gave her my belt and she started beating the shit out of the do not enter sign on the exit to the bus turnaround. After the little metal bits started coming off the belt, she whipped me with it a few times and then Morgan's people came to join us. All of us hung out for a bit and I told Dannie I'd skip 5th with her if she really needed to be un-alone. So, yeah. That was the plan. So we stood out there for a bit while class started (Dannie was waiting for an over-18 friend of hers so she could bum a cigarette). Then we saw Nathan (a friend of hers) walking up toward us looking really pissed off. Turns out his girlfriend of 5 days still hadn't broke up with her previous boyfriend before going out with him. So now I had to stick around to keep both of them from killing themselves X_X Anyway we went to the apartment of a friend of hers so Nathan could get some Tarot readings (I swear, that boy is way too emo for an angry kid, and relies way too heavily upon the cards). Dannie made me get a reading, which basically said "Nothing is predetermined, your life is full of uncertainty, your path is uncertain, your future is unknown..." So basically what I already knew, except apparently there's some big secret I've been keeping from everyone. HAH! I'm the most open person I know. Anyway after that we went down to the Rec center and sat on the grass. Saw shitloads of people coming back from skipping fifth period across there (it was time to get back to the buses, but meh). Anyway Nathan invited us to go smoke some pot with him. I figured "what the hell, might as well try getting high again since it didn't work before." So Dannie came over to my place after school, and we met up with him down at the park by the courthouse. I brought my broccoli-pipe. It's called that not because it looks like broccoli (it doesn't) but because I smoked broccoli with it. I know, I'm pathetic. I just refuse to buy drugs for some reason. If it's free, no prob, but no buying. So we smoked a bunch of pot/hash depending on who you ask that his neighbor gave him (he got like a fucking pound for his birthday - seriously hundreds of bucks worth). It was pretty good stuff, but I didn't get high until this morning... School was a bit of a haze today, to say the least. *evil grin* Yeah, so then we went back to Nathan's place and quickly got bored. He got out cards and I suggested strip poker. I played for the first time. And lost for the first time. In the end we were all down to our underwear (even though Nathan technically only had to take off his shoes and shirt - hehe) So what did we do, the single one, the engaged one, and the freshly single again one? We had a non-sex threesome. I'm such a fucking virgin. Anyway it was a real stroke-fest. And I made out with Dannie. That was pretty cool. So, yeah... I have fuckbuddies now. Pretty awesome. Oh, and I made sock gloves. And I'm failing English. Fuck that fucking bitch anyway. And mom's down for the weekend. She's going to get me some pot for my half-birthday. She wants to be there when I smoke it, so she knows I'm ok. Isn't that sweet? I love my mommoo. Nighty night ~ Beth