Yeah, I think he's avoiding me. It's probably my fault for IMing him too many times. I don't know... I'll find some way to get to him. I need to talk to him in person before he decides to stop talking to me altogether. Heh, I'm such a dork. Doesn't matter much to me though. It's just that... he's one of those people to whom I've had that connection. Just him, Faith, and Puff-darling (who doesn't know that I've given her that nickname). Hmm... I need to talk to him, and tell him yeah, no more kissing, let's be friends though. And... I think we could do pretty well that way. After all, I really love him. And not in that mush, we're going to spend every minute together, let's get married, I-want-to-have-your-slanty-eyed-babies sort of way. In an I want to be your friend because we have a lot in common and I think you're a good person on top of it and I could help you with your issues sort of way. And yeah, he's kind of cute, and the best cuddle-and-kisser I've ever met, but I can go without that if I can see him. If I can't see him at all... well that would just be suckness. And... Yeah, never mind that thought. I shant write it, it's too emo and stupid and false anyhow. <3 I think I'm going to have trouble sleeping tonight. I pray that my own emostupidityimpulsiveness will pay off instead of hurting me like it usually does. It sometimes does me good... sometimes... this time... *hope* <3 Beth