Sleep Deprivation

Feeling: blonde
I knew it was someone's birthday today. Forgot whose though. So, um, happy birthday Franklin. Sorry about that. I <3 cool nerds. I am really depressed. I think I am taking on some of Danielle's pain while she's away in the lands of happiness and sunshine. I'm up for it. Still, I haven't done my homework. Again. Fuck. Will I ever learn? I am happy. I don't know why. Ever get like that? This entry sucks. But it's not for you. It's for me, dammit. So I can remember what the hell I was doing "way back when." I'm crying alone in the bitter cold darkness of my kitchen. It's fun. I think I have it so bad, and then I talk to people whose best friends forgot their birthday... It's not so bad, is it? Hell, I've had some fun lately. Not sure if it was worth it, but it was fun. Yay. School starts 2 hours late tomorrow. I'm happy. Again. I really need Shinedown's CD. Like, now. I <3 all of their songs. ... Random thought just occurred to me: I want to go out with Franklin. I'm scared. I love how my emotions change like that. I just hope I didn't send him a link to this page... I hate when I do stupid stuff like that... Can't talk about people behind their back if they know the url... <3 Goodnight ~ The ever-blabbering Beth
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i forgot my best friends b-day once. i felt so bad, but she understood. cuz i was goin thru alot.

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[Anonymous]
It's my best friends birthday today and I haven't called. I'm such a bitch.

Just be happy there's someone you -want- to go out with. And be happy that you don't know why you're happy, because you probably wouldn't want to know. And be happy that you can still write your diary for you

Just.. continue being freakin' happy, basoically.
Aww babe were both just sad mother truckers aren't we? I'm sorry about the birthday thing.. I've done that before..But I lied to cover it up. I here if you want to talk..and sorry about ditching you yesterday but that paper was really stressing me out and I forgot. O:-)
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