Oh, hey, it's my dad's birthday. Anyway. I just got a message from the rentors being kicked out of my grandma's other house. It's her angrily yelling and ranting into the phone. She's trying to make my grandma feel guilt. But Grandma lives in a world of guilt and pain. And I don't know, should I delete the message? I mean, out of a purely well-intentioned heart... Is it right to shield her from it, or to be honest about it? I'm too nice. Then again, if my grandmother kills herself, I'm as homeless as the ex-rentor. And her 2 kids, with their daddy in prison, who just put their dog to sleep because they won't have a home to keep him in. Oh, and... I slept in. Missed an appointment to go buy supplies for a school project. Just as well because I have no money anyway. Yes, I had fun yesterday with $100 at Hot Topic. But now I feel like an unreliable fuck faced with a decision, and I suck at decisions. Does somebody want to help me paint my nails?