Three quick prefaces: 1) sad, they removed Eeyore from the mood options :( 2) HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNIE 3) This quiz is from last September but I was in an interesting mood and wanted comments on it. ------------------------------------------ ...If I Died Tonight... LAST... car ride: Driving Morgan and Colin crazy and around the corner. kiss: Morgan making out with my cheek last night. cry: I don't think last night actually produced any tears... Though I would consider it a cry, if only a cry for help. If not that, then the other night. library book checked out: JD Salinger's The Catcher in the Rye book read: Same, though it's not finished yet. beverage drank: 7-up Plus -- mixed berry sugar free seven up of doom. food consumed: A piece of 12 grain bread. Yum. crush: Aaron. This one night I went to bed high on him after nothing but a stupid IM conversation. phone call: Mom just called. I guess she's doing all right. movie watched: Donnie Darko director's cut in the U-district at midnight last night. Good movie, good times... tv show watched: Degrassi. shoes worn: Cheap fake converse with a little heart with wings I drew on with pastels. song heard: Jumper by Third Eye Blind in continuous loop. annoyance: Morgan telling me not to flirt with Colin. disappointment: Morgan telling me I'm not really her close friend. thing written: The lyrics to Jumper / Emails trying to talk to an old close friend... The only other I thought I had. word spoken: Goodnight. sleep: 4:30-7am this morning. time in love: Never. Never will be. I love everyone. Being in love is different and I don't think I am capable of it. time hugged: Today when saying goodbye to Morgan. chair sat in: One-armed computer chair. lipstick used: Red marker. I gothified myself last night. underwear worn: Grannie panties and proud. bra worn: Dunno, some crappy Fred Meyer number. shirt worn: Big huge giant grey plaid men's smoking jacket (complete with pipe... hehe) time dancing: Probably the night before last, though I can't remember. place you went?: That wasn't returning: to the U-district to see Donnie Darko. Then back to Morgan's house, then back home. person who made you smile: Colin person you talked to in person? My grandma. person who said they love you: Mom, I think. person you met? The drummer chick and the junior with the pink emo tear cheeks. person you fought with? Dana. person who made you cry? Myself, over Morgan and Dana. person who made you mad? Myself, I say stupid things and make people hate me. person you kissed? Mom, over the phone. Or Morgan's head. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... pretty: Sometimes funny: I don't mean to be, but yeah. hot: When it's too sunny... friendly: I try, but it always comes out wrong. loveable: Everyone is lovable. I just wonder sometimes if I am loved. pessimistic: Only on Wednesdays or when asked about the future of my nonexistant band. optimistic: Yes, but not for long. caring: So much Too much. sweet: I wish. Boys are sweet. dorky: I would like to be moreso. IN THE LAST 24 HOURS... cried: I'm about to start... bought something? Nope, but I got a movie ticket and popcorn bought for me :-D sang? Always. felt stupid? A few times. met someone new? Unless you count Guy who Asked About Jagermeister Bottle, no. talked to an ex? Heh, funny you'd ask, I was just about to IM him. missed an ex? I would like to have someone to take out my affection on, but no. Really all I need is an outlet for my overabundance of love. had a serious talk? I tried... I wanted to. Morgan decided she didn't think I was close enough. missed someone? Dana, Morgan, the usual... Adema's "Close Friends" sort of stuff... hugged someone? Morgan and Colin and Jordan - oh my. current Mood: Eeyore. HOW... do you want to be remembered? As someone who cared, who loved, who laughed, who made the world better, who created, who took in, who saw things as they truly are and as no one had seen them before. will you be remembered? As that strange fat chick with the creepy laugh. will you divide your stuff? Morgan gets everything she wants, mom gets everything she wants, they rock-paper-scissor for what they both want, Johnny and Catie each get a guitar, mom gets one of Morgan's hamsters, somehow. do you want to die? Hanging over a roaring fire, after being condemned for crimes against humanity that the higher human authorities did not realize were truly the beginnings of a beautiful turnaround to make this world better. will you die? Probably from all that sleeping in the middle of the street I like to do... ----------------------------------------- Oh, and one afterthought: another, completely unrelated, quiz that made me smile.

You scored as Anarchism. Anarchism 100% Socialist 92% Green 92% Communism 75% Democrat 67% Republican 0% Nazi 0% Fascism 0% What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?

Yeah, anarchy! It's such an anarchist that its bar is shorter than the others even though it should be at 100%! 8-)|) rock on! (( Whee, sugar ))