It just deleted my filler entry that turned out having a couple cool poetic lines in it. I really hate a lot of things right now, and I've been working so hard the last few weeks trying to sort it all out that my school, social, and home lives have all gone down the toilet. To reply to Billy, who seems like the most genuinely awesome and caring guy in the world, the guy I wrote those poems about is an utter sleazbag. Sometimes I just brainwash myself into liking him so I feel less alone. I only write in here about real life stuff, mostly... My internet life tends to be good, so I don't tend to whine about it. I whine about my bad internet times in real life. My two real-life friends think I have no life :-p which is true. ...I wish I had no life...