hm. if things continue to go the way they are going...then i shall still remain a virgin tomorrow. My EX best friend was planning on losing her virginity to the same guy..ive just come to find out. How fucking gay is that? Agh she drives me insane. Oh well. Even if i dont get any tomorrow. There's alway summer. **update** actually...things MIGHT be looking up. even if he doesnt give a shit about me... Anyways. I said fuck a lot today. and i said some other words too. I feel kinda bad now, come to think about it. I hate it when people are two faced. wanna know the definition of two faced? When you say one thing to one person...and then the total opposite to another. I know so many fucking people being like this right now. And i think im going to go on a murder spree if it doesnt stop. I also hate it when people talk shit about you. Whatever happened to 'if you cant say anything nice, then dont fucking say anything at all?' GOD PEOPLE DRIVE ME CRAZY. Oh well. Sooner they will realize how immature and unfair they are being to people. At least i hope they will... When i am queen i will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists, that everything you once held dear is taken away from you when i am queen sweet girlscouts face not a one will fall from grace and all their hearts will be replaced but until then ill just DROWN DROWN DROWN MYSELF...DROWNNNN ....*skips over half the song* When i am queen i will not wait, my body type will still be great iw ill not leave it up to fate because i hate you too. when i am queen they all will see the patron saint of self injury. the glitter sores will heal themselves ill play the part of someone else. DROWN DROWN DROWN MYSELF. DROWN DROWN DROWN MYSELF DROWNNN. gad i love that song. I love Jack Off Jill so much. they rock. Hmm i also love this marilyn manson song DOLL DAGGA BUZZ BUZZ ZIGGETY ZAG. GODMOD GROTESQUE BURLESQUE DRAG. Burlesque dancers are so admirable. Seriously...haha. ♥