If.I.find.one.more.thing.that.ever.belonged.to.him.i'm.going.to.go.fucking.insane.
This weekend was fine, I guess.
I had a real weird dream though on Saturday night.
Anthony was over and I was outside playing with a razor blade and cutting myself..trying to pretend like I wasn't...so he wouldn't find out and kick my ass.
Then I woke up at 6 in the morning and I have these long ass cuts on my arm. Bleeding.
What the hell? I swear I didn't cut myself in my sleep..despite what my family thinks.
idk.
It kinda feels as though I'm kind of repeating 7th grade over again. Emotionally, anyways.
And it's only the first month of school. heh.
On the bright side though...my birthday is in 16 days. I don't expect much from people though.
I just want to be happy.
That's all.
I love you, Damien.
♥Michelle.