Hm. Well today was alright..up until like 6 15 when my parents came home, but that's another story. Door knobs were going to eat me and brittany last night. It was hilarious. Brittany's jealous because my dentist lady said that I have beautiful teeth...hahahah. Dude, I did the dumbest thing today. Me and Brittany bought these really big pixy sticks, and I was laying on the couch...and I thought HEY! I wonder if I can look inside and see the pixy stick stuff when it's still in the tube! So I then stuck my eye in it...and then I lifted it up a little bit...and then a crap load of it all fell into my eyeball. It hurt pretty bad. lmao. Hmm. I really hate wearing wristbands, or anything on my wrists...but I'm a selfish person, to say the least. Maybe I wouldn't be if people didn't drive me to edge of my sanity sometimes. Seriously...whenever I get into a bad mood...then asdfkljlkjh kicks in...and things just seem so much worse. I don't usually want to be selfish...but this time I did. I want them to feel fucking bad for treating me like shit. I'm not her. Don't make me live in all her mistakes. Please. I'm not strong enough to take all of this. I took a picture of myself earlier when I was feeling quite emotional, and it's so fucking gross. Let me tell you, I'm the ugliest cryer to ever live, I bet. Justine hasn't talked to me for about two weeks now. Idk whats up with her? Nobody will tell me anything ::sigh:: That's not unusual though. I'm getting sick. It really sucks. My throat has been burning for the past three days, and I'm getting the same crap my dad just had. Meh. I love Damien. So much. If I didn't have him in my life...I just might be insane. He's my reason to smile, the reason I laugh...the reason that I try my hardest to look on the bright side of things. I don't know...I can't really explain it? He means the world to me, and then a little bit more than that. My throat is in a lot of pain...:( I'll end this, it's long enough. I love you Damien -Michelle ::sings:: pour some misery down on me. I'm only happy when it raiiiiiins!