Do you like being hurt?
I do, I do...I do.
So hurt me.
Anyways. It's snowing right now. I really hope it doesn't stick and then stop after a day. Because I really don't want to shave my legs.
I haven't done that in about three months. Fucking sick. I know. Me and Brittany showed Colin and Jacob our hairy legs on Friday and Colin says 'Omg it looks like a jungle' lmao.
I heart Brittany's shower. It's the best everrr. We was watching uhmm...Darkness last night and we were sitting under a blankie on her couch...and when we started out watching the movie we were like a foot away from each other...but when it was done we looked at each other and our faces were about half an inch away from each others. Lmfao.
God It'd be so great to watch a scurry movie with a guy. ...Like my boyfriend orsomething. As long as he didnt' try to make out with me then it'd be a great time.
Yeah..I'm terrible. Just the thought of it for some reason makes me feel a little bit sick to my tummy...idk why.
Why am I in such a shitty mood all of a sudden.
It's snowing and usually I'm happy and in love with all the christmas carols...
But I'm getting ready to cry right now.
I cried yesterday watching What's Eating Gilbert Grape. Not even because something sad happened.
Because Gilbert and the one girl hugged. It was terrible. Because I want to be with somebody who holds me and makes me feel pretty and will just sit there with me and watch the sun set, and we can talk about the whole world and it's beauty and Idk.
I want to feel love. I want somebody to feel it back.
I want hot chocolate. Hot chocolate isn't love...but it's the closest thing to warming my heart that I'm going to be getting to for awhile I bet.
Braces in 3 days.
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