You know what? The music video for Wake Me Up When September Ends kinda makes me want to cry. It's quite sad. Justine went home a little over an hour ago. I really hope things are okay with her. I'll call her collect tomorrow morning when I wake up. Guess what? I'm waking up at 8:30 tomorrow. I don't care if it kills me. I'm going to, I swear. I didn't talk to Damien at all today, which pretty much sucked. Hopefully I'll be able to talk to/see him tomorrow. Brittany is coming over tomorrow, I don't know what time though. I want to go up to the store and buy some hair dye tomorrow. I need to have it cut and dyed before school starts, which is in 15 days. GAD THAT SUCKS. This sweatshirt smells really good. It's Jakes, but he gave it to Justine, and she left it at my house. Just for kicks, I tried it on, and it looks really good on me, so I'm wearing it, heh. HAHAHAH I TOLD MY DAD TOO. I WAS LIKE 'I'm wearing a sweatshirt' and he asked why, and i said 'because it makes me look good' and then he laughed and was like 'hahaha you're gonna need more than that to make you look good' it was quite funny. I miss Damien. hahahaha, I was talking to my dad earlier (wow I did a lot of talking to him today), and I started talking about Damien, and he said something along the lines of 'the guy you're going to marry' haha, it was quite funny, but then it makes you wonder, ya know? What if me and him still had these feelings years from now? What if we got married? hahahaha how great. Oh dang. Justine's gonna kill me. I just cut thumb holes into this sweatshirt. I destroy everything I touch. ::smiles:: hehe. It's kinda warm now. There's a spider in my room. I saw it on my ceiling above my bed about an hour ago. But I didn't feel like killing it, so I just left it there. God I hate those bastards. They're so gross. But I think I've come across so many in the past few weeks, that I don't even care anymore. Last night I got so sugar high. Justine took a picture of her laying on the ground with her eyes closed and she was laughing, and i was in the background like on my hands and knees with this crazed smile/look on my face, it looked like I had killed her. One of the funniest pictures I've seen. THEN we had a marker fight in my room with orange markers, quite funny. I feel like I could write a song right now. Maybe not, I don't know. I feel like I could go to sleep right now, even though it's only 10:26. Maybe I'll go to sleep way early tonight. But what if the spider kills me? Then that'd really suck. I really feel like arguing and bitching with somebody. idk who though...? Maybe I'll just shut up now. I love you Damien. Michelle