Uhggg I'm dumb. Why do I play things over in my head and think that things are going to happen and be so cool, when I know that I'm going to be denied of whatever hopes I had for it in the end. I guess I should be used to that though. Who cares, actually. I'll just forget about it all. And I'm going to go and look fucking beautiful. And I'm going to have a good time. Sorry I haven't written in here in awhile. I keep thinking about it but I've been too lazy. I really do like the song Unforgiven by Fefe Dobson. I've had her CD since 7th grade. haha I'm so rad. I love the song though because she sounds like how I want to be. And how I react to things. It's cool. But not really. You know what? It'd be cool to meet Avril Lavigne because I bet she'd be a cool person to hang out with, even though everyone thinks that she's a poser. haha. Okay I gotta go. H ave a good day.