I'm terrible.
Why is it that after a certain period of time my latest boyfriends seem to go from looking really nice to ick?
He's not cute any more...and his butt isn't even like it used to be.
And what's even worse...
is that he is just so beauitul...
andImisshim.
The way he made me feel so pretty, and how warm his touch always was. And the way my friends got jealous when he would wait for me to walk me to my classes, the three hour phone conversations...and how great it felt when his arms were around me. Just...igh. I don't know.
I need some serious help.
I just wish I could feel again. But not for him.
Lyle doesn't deserve that...
:sigh: