hmm. Hung out with Damien today. We went over to Mollys house and now they're friends again, which is way cool. I killed my sock. There was a little hole in it on my heel when I first put it on today, then I went to pull it up higher, forgetting about the hole, and now my whole heel sticks out, along with part of my foot. Lmao my socks are all falling apart. It sucks! I got scratched by my kitty today on my wrist. For some reason it really, really hurt. It got all swollen and crap, so I had to put peroxide on it, which is funny, cuz I don't ever put peroxide on cuts. I should go on a fast until school starts. I could do it too. I think the longest I've gone without really consuming food was 4 days. Nothing even happened, except for that I got tired. I was only doing it to see how long I could go without eating. hahaha I'm really odd. glamour is suicide. I want to be glamorous. No, I don't want to commit suicide, I just want to be really really pretty. Justine hasn't called me. She's being quite gay. I know she's been calling people and going over to their houses, but she doesn't bother to call her best friend. How gay. I finally changed my nose ring today. It's really big, and the stone is BLUE. lmao all of my nice looking ones have lost their diamonds =/ I need to buy new ones. I want to go take a bath? Weird. Yeah, I want to take a bath and listen to music. lmfao. For some reason I am realy drawn to the song Running by No Doubt. When I had that CD I didn't really fancy it too much, but now I really like it. I wish I had a laptop. Then I could just stay in my room in the dark forever. It's just...I don't know. I love the dark. Even though I'm scared of it. Ashes to ashes dust to dust my hate for you defines my lust bridges to bridges are nothing for me Welcome world, MISS ANN THROPE. good song. Fuck. People on myspace disgust me. 'well CUM kick it tonight and ill make shure u get to bed on time ha,ha!!!!!!!!! ' That guy is like 24 or something. Sick. I really hate people sometimes. I don't like being around a lot of people. They drive me insane. I believe I already said this 24252 times. I like saying it though, for some reason. I really wish I could be like the girls in the movies. Like Mandy Moore in A Walk To Remember and How To Deal. I just really wish I had that attitude that she has, except for her really really strong belief in god, because I'm dumb like that. I'm not going to heaven. I'm not going to hell. I don't believe in either. People use both of those as excuses for reassurance that something will happen after death. I don't think anything happens. We all die. Maybe we come back, but as different people, but I really don't believe in heaven or hell. So shoot me. hah. I'm just in a weird mood right now. Not negative, but not exactly positive. Let's go look up mental illnesses. I love you Damien Michelle.