As I've earlier learned, I can actually sing this song quite well. That's a rare thing for me. My voice is crap 98.9% of the time. My family is so odd, to say the least. They drive me nutso, but I heard some good news today. Two of my brothers are leaving this thursday and they will be gone for a week. That's the same day my parents go back to work, so I pretty much have a week of the house all to myself (my oldest brother having a job and a life..haha) You know what...when I first started 8th grade I had some certain goals for some people before I even met them, would ye like to know what they were? Brittany: I was determined to be friends with her. She's now one of my best friends :) Kerry: She seemed so kickass, I had to get to know her. Me and her are good friends and we can talk to each other about anything :) Michelle Alba: She was so pretty and popular, I really wanted to befriend her. We spent a week together and had some great laughs, we're friends, I guess you could say. Molly: I wanted her to be my best friend. Me and her are really good friends and can talk about anything to each other, but we aren't best friends. Lacey Lasley: Everybody I know hates her. She hates me. It was a lost cause to want to be friends with her. LMFAO. uhmm, I don't remember who the rest were, but hell, I only failed on one of those friendships, so that's pretty good. It's quite funny how I do that, considering I don't have many friends at all. I am longing desperately for somebody to love me. It has become quite pathetic. Love is for loser. hahaha. I AM a loser...but I still remain loveless. 'Isn't it fucked up, how I'm just dying to be her' A little spin on the Fall Out Boy line. God I didn't want to like this song. I don't like listening to music like that. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PEOPLE ANGER ME SOMETIMES. People who don't have an identity of their own, like the whole 'emo' phase. Overnight, tons of my usually happy friends are trying to make it look like they have terrible lives and despise everything. Some people might be calling me a hypocrite right now, but I'm not. I don't think I have a terrible life. I am actually quite happy with the life I have. Sure, there are some things that I would like to change about myself, and I'm slowly working at it, but I'm NOT trying to be somebody else. I have an identity of my own. Sure, I DO despise a lot of things, but I can't help that. I've always had quite a negative side. Okay, I'm really dumb. I love it how I put myself down. And I love it when people are mad at me. I love it when people feed me lies, and I eat them up like candy. And I absolutely adore how I will give my heart to you, and you walk all over it. note: sarcasm, you whores. -Michelle