hmm. vacation rocked. Went shopping for two days with my aunt, obtained 50 dollars, bought a sexy purse, and a nice fake diamond ring. I bought justine some potato lotion and liliana some handmade soap :) awesome, I know. I saw the cutest guy of ever the three days before we left. We were at the outdoor pool and i was playing tetris on my dads phone and I seen him. He totally messed up my game because I was so caught up staring at him, hehe. I felt kinda like a pedophile cuz after awhile he looked like he was 10...lmfao. But I later found out that he was, in fact, 14 :) My god he was hot. LMFAO. Sooooo tan, and he was a natural blonde, shaggy hair, and a skater to boot. YUSSSS. Even though he totally fell on his face in the parking lot in front of everybody. His name was Dakota, and me and him really got to know each other...hehe. Oh god, and thenn today I saw a really cute guy when we were out to breakfast. His little brother was wearing a Nirvana shirt and he was wearing a System Of A Down shirt. We were so having eye sex. LMFAO. He was sitting at the table next to us and my dad was like 'do you like that kid' just jokingly and i said yeah...then he announced it to the table and derek (my brother) basically told him, but it was all good, cuz we kept like giving each other these looks the rest of the time lmfao. my dad was like 'he likes you he keeps looking at you' hahahahahaha. Oh yeah, and just so you know. I totally fucking lied about 'Dakota'. Y'all know that I'm too fucking chickenshit to talk to guys, they terrify me. I did stalk him though, and everything I said about him was true. I made a big scene at the indoor pool too, which was great. He came there when i was sitting there watching my family swim, and Corey and Miranda and Derek were all getting ready to talk to him and say shit about me, so i grabbed the key and ran back to the house where i stayed for the rest of the night. How gay I am. I had a dream brian from The Dresden Dolls tried to kill me last night. it was scary. I've had three anxiety dreams about starting high school in the past week. They are so cliche too, like the dreams you see girls having on tv about like, going to school naked and the such. its so weird. You know what? I hate confessing my feelings to people, and I hate expressing how I really feel to people, because I'm so afraid of how they'll react, so I try to keep my emotions so bottled up, but BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH I totally forgot where I was going with that. On the 8 hour drive home me and my brother brendan (hes 5) argued for about 10 minutes on whose boobs were bigger, mine or his. LMFAO. hilarious stuff, right there. Okay, I'm done. I'm like shaking. I have been for the past 10 minutes. It's so weird. I can't stop. SCARYYYYYYYYYYY. okay. done!! -Michelle