HAHAHA THIS COVER IS THE BEST. I want to start a band. That would be so kickass. Too bad I have no talent whatsoever to be IN a band. Well, I guess I could sing like Brody Dalle, lmfao but that's not much of a talent, I think anybody could do that. When I get older...I'm going to be somebody. You just watch. I crave this more than anything, I have ever since I was 7. I'm really going nowhere with this. AH HAH. I'm being kicked out of my living room, my sister realized that I brought her boombox out here earlier, so now her and my little brother are listening to fucking country music. AGH. I'll just make a CD and then chill in my room for the rest of the day. I can't wait until Thursday. That's when my parents go back to work *they're still on vacation* I hate it when everybody is home, I can never do anything without getting in trouble. heh, Lola is such a little hellion. Shes climbing all over me right now. She is so adorable. Even when she is climbing up my face and slicing me with her claws...haha. You know what? I tend to be a little bit on the masochistic side. heh. OMG. I was sitting in the kitchen today eating chili today and mid-mouthful, I nearly puked. For some reason, I was thinking about the day me, Anthony, and Nate all went to Justine's house...and I remembered what happened that day. To say the least, she was pleasured while wearing MY skirt. Just thinking about that makes me gag in my throat. But it's all good, because me and Anthony had fun on her couch under the blanket...LMFAO. GOD 7th grade was quite fun. 8th grade wasn't all that bad, but there is so much that I regret. Things that I should have done, or should have said. BLEH. I shouldn't wallow in the past. I need to look ahead to the future, but it's so scary to me. I feel like a little girl again. Wanting somebody to hold my hand, and guide me through life. But then theres the older me, who shoves those hands away, and insists on doing things myself. But sometimes, those hands really do help. HAHAHAHAHH Today justine called me and was like 'I CAN ONLY TALK FOR 10 MINUTES. ONLY 10 MINUTES!!' and then after 12 minutes (2 of me begging her to stay on), she hung up on me, and so I called her collect from my home phone, lmfao. When she accepted the call and found out it was me...she started screaming and then hung up again. God that was funny as hell. You obviously don't think so, but it was!! Okay I've got to go now. hahahaha. Okay, this was a gay entry. I suppose I'm done.