AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Wow. This is the 2nd day in a row that I have succeeded in making an ass out of myself in front of a guy. I was trying to pass the time by at like midnight, so I went to go take a shower, the water was running and everything and I was about to step in...when I noticed this huge fucking spider in the corner of the ceiling. I freaked out, grabbed a towel, and ran out of the bathroom. I begged my dad to get it but he was watching a stupid movie and said no. I then ran into the family room where corey and cody (an old school friend of both of us) were. I was crazy, begging one of them to go kill that fucking spider... while still in my towel. GOD I FEEL RETARDED NOW. lmfao. Cody is so great. He's changed so much over the years though, it's crazy. Why...I remember back in 7th grade, when he was over, and him and Derek kept messing with me...and I don't know what I did...but he was on the ground crying. It was about the funniest thing I'd ever seen. He spent the night at my house on my 13th bday slumber party. Hahahha He was the only guy. It was so great. OKAY I JUST WROTE LIKE THREE PARAGRAPHS ABOUT HIM. How creepy. He'd get so freaked out if he read that, hahahahhahah. They took over the computer from 10pm to 2am, which really sucked. I was really hoping to get to talk to Damien, but not even 5 minutes after I got online, he went to bed, but it's all good. haha. Speaking of...I think I'm a wee bit tired myself. Maybe I'll go to bed. I suppose I will. OH. It's a good night tonight!!! So far...I've had no thoughts of somebody killing me. This is a first. I'm quite pleased. I'm going end up in a mental institution before I'm 20, I bet you. Gad that would suck. I plan to accomplish a lot in that one year. I want to get married and have a baby when I'm 20 years old. Too young? I don't think so. My mom was 20 when she had me, and *considering the circumstances*, I didn't turn out half bad. haha. Idk where I'm going with this. It's a nightly ramble. I should shut up and get some sleep!!! =X Good night. I love you. Michelle