I finally got The Dresden Dolls CD today :) I am nothing short of thrilled. I went tanning today as well. Thoroughly unsatisfied though. The lady would only let me go for 6 minutes, which pretty much sucked. I need to find a new summer love interest. I keep obsessing over one person in particular. And that's not right. I need to let things go... But I don't want to. My brain keeps telling me to let go. But my heart is holding on for dear life... *Hmm, that sounds like a song lyric, doesnt it? Maybe it is...I thought I just made it up off the top of my head. Probably not, because I don't have an ounce of originality in my body* Every time I see her, I feel unconditional sadness towards her. Each and every day, she gets treated as if she were nothing more than shit, and she takes it all. All the while, in the back of her mind, hoping...that he really does love her. She is constantly berated, and others try to put themselves above her, making everything she says seem petty and pointless. I can see the look in her eyes. The lost, sorrowful, defeated look. And I am the only person who sees this. My God my heart reaches out to her, even though I have a feeling she thinks that I strongly despise her. It brings tears to my eyes just the thought of everything she gets put through. I swear on my fucking life...the next time I see him treating her like this, I am going to kick him in his teeth. I witness everything. I know all of the little mind games he likes to play with her. She doesn't deserve it, but she doesn't seem to think the same way I do... AGH. Okay. Enough about that. I'm going to try my damned hardest to close off every outlet of emotion I have. I think I like that mainstream song by Fall Out Boy. How pathetic. I shouldn't like it. -Michelle