Even though Justine pisses me off because she tries to get me to do drugs and she knows better than that...she's a good friend.
I find it funny how she's the only person that realizes that I wear wristbands at night for a reason. She was concerned.
"I'll stop having sex and smoking with devyn if you stop cutting'
Fuck that, she's never going to stop ANYTHING with that fuckass.
Igh. Me and her have the same mindset too. She asked me what i use and I told her razorblades. She told me she'd tried that but she could never get the blades out of the razors.
Hmm.
Wanna know something that REALLY sucks?
All my clothes that I bought yesterday seem to have disappeared, and I left my 20 dollar perfume at Justine's house (I'm assuming)
GODMOTHERFUCKINGDAMMIT.
I've gotten used to saying that lately.
Like when the stupid cat opened my door last night and I was in the middle of being retarded, and my brother walked right in my doorway to see the cat.
IthinkgIjustwantsomebodytocare?
Idk.
I had a weird dream about Cody last night. I don't even remember what it was about but we were together and we were happy.
HAHAHAHAHHA
I wish.
Everybody in this world is allowed happiness at least once in their life.
I guess I had my week's worth to last me a lifetime, or something.
My wrist wouldn't stop bleeding last night. I had to wrap it in this cloth thing. And then when I woke up this morning it was stuck. Disgusting. It really was.
Okay I have to go get dressed.
I hope you all have fabulous days!!