I AM HEAD OVER HEELS. (I always have been.) OVER SOMEBODY. WHO DOESNT EVEN LIKE ME. I don't even know why I like them. I am quite odd. I really need to help a friend of mine. What does it mean when every single dream you have symbolizes beauty and/or death? How scary would that be... I really, really want to help her. I want to make sure that she has no more sadness in her life, but what can I do? She has no control over her dreams and how shes feels. I'm going to pray to Kori tonight. I don't know what I'm going to say, but that's how desperate I am to help. If I believed in God...I would pray to him, but I don't know who the hell I'm supposed to believe in. ANYWAYS. Today was quite boring. I tanned on my roof, and there was a bit of color when I was done. I finally went and got my eyebrows waxed :) And I went out to Sharis, where I ate eggs benedict in about 15 minutes. Holy god that was the first meal I'd had all week. IT WAS SO GREAT. I LOVE FOOD. lmfao. I'm so pleased with how much I weigh. But I need to grow TALLER. Hmm. I guess I'm going to go journal for about a half hour, then I'll head off to bed, only to wake up in 5 hours. great