I have said many things while writing in these enteries, and all of them I stand by. I have watched while the ploys and plots on my 'friends' have landed a true friend in the hands of the cops. And yes I know that they will all deny thier betrayal and give bullshit reasons why they acted. But the truth is out there for anyone who wishes to see it. David has said before that he wished to get Malachi out of the way, he believed that he could take Malachi's life. But I have this to say you will not have the power, because even now those who are true still stand behind our leader, and it will never be you. I have heard many rumours and I will not fully believe them until I can get to the source, but this warning- many have a lot to lose, and false accusations could take that which you hold dear, that which you wish to hold over his head. On a happier note, I would like to publically announce that I have been accepted to Tulane University in New Orleans and will be going there next year. I haven't said anything before in fear that someone would do something stupid. Its so odd that I worry about the future and feelings of someone who has said awful and terrible things to me and those that I care about, but then I will always care about him too. With Crimson Tears