Well, Stephen says he has bought me the tickets out to DC, it would be three weeks from tonight. Um...I think I am excited, but its hard to be truly exicted when you are this confused. There was a time when I wanted nothing more than my own life, and now I want to live my own life with a spice of the past. My Wings is the most confusing person in my life right now, continually changing his mind, until i no longer know what he expects from me. Ummm...I thought I had more to rant on this subject, but my poor mind has gone kind of blank. Right now I am talking to the evil that is Mythril. Guess what he got dumped and is now talking to me again. Shouldn't I be angry, spiteful, so what am I talking to him. Why am I letting him make everything seem like its normal. Because, like I said I want a spice of the past. And I am trying to be honest with myself there are certain people that I will love no matter what. And you should know who you are. Okay, what anyways thats the rants for this evening. Do you still love me?