Still laying among the leaves but with the means to fly if only she could leave the ground behind. It's been so long since I have posted a entry here, I guess I have just gotten caught up in my life, so much so that I have neglected much. By now many ppl know that I have meet someone new. When forced to make a choice between all the guys in my life I chose none of the above. Two had caused me such pain especially Mythril, and one just neglected me enough that I began for forget what it was that I felt for him. I don't know what will happen when I go home and see Silver, but I know that much has changed. I have Jack with me now and I need him, and he has proved that he loves me. But, I guess we will see what happens when I go bakc home and am away from him. I have happiness again and this time with less tears, and I am proud of myself for walking away from loving Mythril. I think I have finally beaten that addiction.