Does no one listen to the things I say. Gabriel, when did I say I chose BJ. I said that I intended to study and forsake all men for now, but believe what you will, you always did. If I didn't care I wouldnt' be sorry that I might hurt you. I will always care about you guys and worry too. You have the abiltiy to make me want to throw things and to aggravate me. Fine I will admit it, given the choice and if absoultely had to make it I probably would choose BJ because of the things that I have seen. Malachi you are the one who took responsibity for the death of the three innocents and in that breath declared yourself my enemy. Many would argue taht you are indeed the PuppetMaster, I am not sure I would go that far, but you did take responsiblty. And it was you taht said that aslong as i walked by your side I could never walk in the light. So it was actually your idea for me to run away...Oh I don't want to do this any more... just think what you want to.