Sorry, I know that I never use the same pic twice in a row, heck I try not to repeat them in he same month, because I have a feeling some people come just for the pictures. But, I just needed to put him up again. The only male fey in my entire collection, a true sign that I am not in the dark abyss of true depression, which is always a good sign. And I thought it was some what relevant to my state of mind because I am considering moving. Why does that have any thing to do with our blue jean clad example. I'm considering moving to Washington DC which means giving up any hope of me and Jack working out, making me free to have fun. And find many young beautiful men to return my flirting. I'm kind of in the mood to float free from any ties. I really care for Jack hell I love him, but there are things about me that he can't or won't accept and they are too much a part of who I am. So, I think it may be best if I disappeared into the night. What do you think....can anyone truly understand what I face...do you guys understand that I need to be free or do you think I am being to selfish wanting to allow Red and me to roam free to have fun?