I actually wrote this a couple days ago, but since the site has been down, I am just now posting it. I hear the distant rumble of thunder and am seared by the lightning flashes. The rain has not yet come, but I know that it will. This is the sort of night that makes me yearn for him. This reminds me of our walk in the rain. That day I saw him, the true him. And my fate was sealed. To spend these nights alone with the tears. But that always has been my fate. I once again wonder what crime I commited to be sentenced to this solitude. This agonizing aloness. To weep in silence and dark. These mists have swirled through my Sight since the moment I met him. I'm blind, walking a path I cannot see, a path that shall soon fork. I should got to bed and not worry about him. I should stop hoping for his arrival, but I can't. I need to be held. But even now I know he won't come. Its impossible. I suffer this alone ALWAYS. Always alone. The rain have come, the watering of the Mother begins and it helps me relax. Just listen to the natural melody. And fear not the night. Never fear the night. Still I await the dawn and the finish of this dance. I wonder where you are now my Silver? Are you sleeping or are you too listening to the rain? If only you could answer me now, I would give much for you company tonight. I must sleep now and deram of my freedom, to fly again. Hands caress Leading through steps Releasing before the finale This endless night Yearning for dawn Dancing in the waves Of love and fate A future unsure Recovering from memories Scars left by the past Haunt this angel A soul of light Star in the sky Surronded in darkness Unable, unwilling to escape Or release the fire Burning her heart She waits A word to bind Voices to lift This veil of mist Blind her sight