*begins laughing* A comment on my last entry wishes to know the identity of Silver, well if I wanted everyone to know who I am and who he is I wouldn't have used such a pretty code name. And as far as him supposibly telling everyone that he didn't have sex with me that makes me laugh because our biggest problem has been him telling everyone that we have. But you know what my sex life is none of this strange person's business. I'm actually have been in a better mood lately, I don't know why. Maybe I am just tired of crying, and never knowing happiness. So I am just trying to see the beautiful things around me. Or maybe its because things are starting to look up. I am actally going to finally going on an real date with Silver. I mean my love life is still beyond confusing, actually its not...I know what I want, and if I can get that everything will be wonderful. But I won't tell you, because I don't want to destroy my dream. The stars are always out, but the sun often blinds us to thier beauty. Well I am going to leave you all to your thoughts now, as these crimson tears dry.