I haven't posted an entry in a very very long time, so here I am sitting on the eve of Halloween thinking that I should probably say a few words. Don't know what about, but I can't exactly just leave you all in limbo. I have a new job, still working retail, but working somewhere a bit snobbier, atleat it pays more. I miss everyone, more and more each day, but I muddle through. I wonder if anyone has been missing my poetry, just in case heres a little taste of something I wrote not to long ago.
A hand in the dark
Straining, squinting
To see through this illusion
Fearing
That this ledge
Is crumbling
Another tumbling
Falling angel
Wings lost to sin
Stained by betrayal
Lost in dreams
Fantasies
Those haunting illusions
I seek to escape
But have I become blind
Are you real
Will this hand
Keep mine
Suffocating
On indecision
Drowning
In memories
Of strings uncut
A puppet suspended
By silver threads
Gilded cages
That once held doves
Dedicated to a Lady
Bleed by the new Religion
And I sink
No desire to rise
That hand it stays
Held by nightmares
OR
true salvation
Anyways, I am not sure what I should say. Just kind of bored right now and wishing I had something to do tomorrow night, but it looks like I shall just be handing out candy. I guess that isn't such a bad thing, give me a chance to corrupt the minds of our youth. I just wish that certain people would call me sometimes. Anywas I guess I am off for now.
wow....i really like the pictures you have in your diary....dont mind me.. lol im just really weird...
awesome diary....
-mel