I know that the picture doesn't look very demonic, but it was the closest I could come to how I feel right now. I am in the mind set that I was when I was in high school and always surronded by Cat or Becky. Kind of dark, but at the same time happy, if a little strange. I also chose this picture because it makes me think of my studies, of my faith. And it reminds me that its long past time for me to turn my mind back to that place. I feel like everything is going to turn out okay. Maybe one day I will have my past back, but for now all I can do is look to the future. And I guess I am okay with that. Nursery rhymes really are the most disturbing of things. Teaching kids to sing about the plague and slavery, and every other evil of the world. It makes you wonder about our civilation, but i diverge. I just wanted to tell everyone that I am not on the verge of the cliff anymore, though I know that I am still close. So if i can step back then there should be hope and light for everyone. Okay, well anyway off I go to call a friend..hehe