Today is my birthday, not that it feels like it. Because I am at home totally alone today. No one has called or come by to wish my a happy birthday. Hell no one probably remebers. I will tell Malachi a million times, but he'll never remeber...just shows how important I am to him, very when I can offer him a favor, and not at all when I need something. Yes, I am allowing myself to be used, and I believe I shall put an end to it. Well thats all I have to say for today.