HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONNY!!! YEAH THE BIG 18!!! Just got done fucking Ron haha yeah I know I'm bad but I tried not to. Talked on the phone with Megan. Went on cam for Corey. He tried to get me to flash him like always...never works lol. Talked online all day and night. Right now I have so much shit running through my mind it's giving me a headache. Between me never seeing or talking to Shaun, Jack not being in my life, and my feelings for Ron, and how different Jimmy G is. I just hate life right now. There's never a day that goes by without something going completely wrong. Wow I wish Jack wasn't mad at me I really need him right now he always knows how to put a smile on my face when I'm depressed. I miss my buddy. :(