( 4:30am ) Well... since the last entry I wound up going out with PJ again... but he broke up with me cus he thought I cheated on him with Corey... ha! Oh well he's not worth the time of day anyways. He's still playing mind games and playing girls like madd crazy. He called me up Wednesday trying to get me back and shit... kinda funny. The Brick kids were starting some bullshit last week... they threw water balloons at me and Marjorie and took off. Then a few days later they IM'd me starting shit again... they really fucked with the wrong person. Ugh, and my friend Dyshon (he's a Blood) told me the other day that the bloods are after his ex-girlfriend who's pregnant with his kid, so he's gonna have them kill him instead of her. I really don't want him to die :o( I can't stand gangs... it's nothing but trouble and drama. I just pray to God that the Bloods don't hurt either one of them. Sean Christie still looks at my profile... geez I don't even know why that fat fuck still has my screen name... ugh, gross! My sister is pregnant again... AWESOME! lol... she's due in January... can't wait until it's born... she's gonna have this one as a surprise too. Hopefully it'll be a boy this time. I love babies, they're so adorable lol. Megan moved again... but this time she moved closer back to me... thank God. Haven't talked to her in a few days though... I miss my Meggers lol. I only failed 2 classes instead of 3... so I actually do have a chance of passing high school lol. Ahh, Brian got a job before I did... boo that! lol... I really need to get a job if I want a car and shit. Then I can leave whenever the fuck I want, go wherever the fuck I want and my parents can't do a fuckin thing about it! I met another guy off the internet lol... TJ! He's cool... I like him (as a friend)... he's a nice guy unlike most of the males in this world. So I've been chillen with him alot lately. Chelsea still fuckin talks alot of shit... not gonna be a pretty thing for her in the future. I'm still cool with Marjorie, so it's all good. Ah, oh my God... right... I found Marcus, Nina, and Brian... the people that were in the mental institution with me... on MySpace. I was like so happy lol. Especially Marcus. I missed them so much. I wound up going out with Brian since he goes to my school and shit, chilled with him too lol but that didn't work out. Hopefully, I'll be chillen with Marcus and Nina soon... I miss you guys!!! Speaking of which they're going out haha... sweet! I also found my ex-boyfriend from like 3rd grade on MySpace also lol... he didn't accept my friend request yet though cus he hasn't been on... can't wait to talk to him and catch up on things... haven't seen or talked to him since 5th grade. It's amazing who you can find on that site lol. I am now going back out with Matt (6-30-05)... I'm so happy :o) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MATT!!! You truly are my everything! I miss you so much babe I don't wanna wait 2 months until you come home! I just want to be in your arms right now. <33