( 6:00am )... Me and Megan were bagging leaves yesterday for like 3 hours...I thought I was gonna pass out lol. As soon as we came inside when we were done...Matt was knocking on the door. So we chilled with him for a while. Megan of course spills her soda like always. Matt was umm a lil frisky with the pushing and the kissing hehe I like :) Then umm Megan left around 8:30pm...I talked to Matt, Ron, and Mike online for a while. Ron was like "if Matt comes over when I'm there Saturday you still want my cock?" and I'm like "uhh you mean fuck in front of Matt?" and he's like "yeah" and I'm like "I don't think Matt is gonna sit there and watch he'll probably go after you" and Ron was like "you think he's gonna get me" and I'm like "well you wouldn't fuck with him when he had that knife and running won't do any good cause no one can really out run him" and Ron was like "g2g I love you" and he signs off lol. I guess he didn't have anything to say to that lol. Alright I'll update later...peace! UPDATE: ( 11:10pm )... In Gym we were playing ping pong at first then switched to pickle ball...fucking Corey came on our side of the gym and started playing pickle ball...next to me of all places...I swear he just thinks of reasons just to be near me it's pathetic...then after school he would not leave me the fuck alone online...kept begging me to come over and "cuddle" with him. And he was like "I'm gonna keep honking the horn until you come out"...yeah cause that's really gonna make me come outside lol. Chris was bugging the hell out of me today in school...it was cute though he was like "I hate you Pam I hate you...no...no I don't, I don't hate you Pam" and I just looked at him and smiled...sometimes I wonder if he's been dropped on his head when he was a baby lol. My brother came over today to drop off some cabinets for our kitchen...and there was still more for him to pick up so I went with him and gave him all the updates about what is going on and shit. My brother seems to be the only person that really understands me anymore. Then my parents started fighting again...only God knows why this time...fucking dog was hiding under my legs all scared and shit. Matt wants me to help him beat some kid up...still haven't found out why he wants to fight him but whatever. Stefano got in my face on the bus this afternoon...cause I wouldn't let him use my cell phone...he was like "I swear if you were ever in the water drowning I'd throw you a cinderblock" and I glared at him and he screamed like a girl and started apologizing cause he knows how it feels to get hit by me. Aight that's all that really happened today...PJ outtie!