Listening to: Stupify - Disturbed
Feeling: depressed
( Conversation with Ron )
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: um yeah thanx 4 lying...bobby told me dat u dont have a gf dat ur lying 2 me...but i still love u neway
Auto response from RONC495401: I am away from my computer right now.
RONC495401 returned at 12:11:23 AM.
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: can u plz explain dis 2 me
RONC495401: explain what
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: y u claim dat u have a gf when u dont n' dont say it was jack cuz u told sarah urself dat u do
RONC495401: na that was jack
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: um ok
RONC495401: i tusted u u said u would never go near him and what u do u fuck him
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i am so fuckin sorry i really am ron
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i wud never do dat 2 u on purpose i didnt mean 2 n' i wud never do dat 2 u again
RONC495401: well that realy fuck
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i kno it is
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: but i really am sorry
RONC495401: then y did u do it
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: megan dared me 2 kiss him but i didnt but he made da move so i let him so i cud jus say i did da dare but den i lost control of da situation i seriously didnt mean 2
RONC495401: den how the fuck u get from kising 2 fucking
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: cuz he was all over me i kept tellin him no but he wudnt stop n' idk it jus happened
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: but i regret it so much i wish i cud take it bac
RONC495401: u could of judt left the room or house
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i kno but i wasnt thinkin n' im really sorry i hate myself 4 doin dat 2 u
RONC495401: wel u need to stop thinking about fucking sex ok
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i kno
RONC495401: right now bob think your a slut
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i kno every1 thinkz im a slut itz all around skool n' shit
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: n' corey denied he even saw me dat day
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: im really sorry ron
RONC495401: o well tough luck u no
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: plz gimme 1 more chance i wont ever do nethin like dat again i promise i love you so much
RONC495401: no what right after every 1 was telling to go out with u wen u and shuan broke up and we did i had a bad loveing it
RONC495401: feeling about it
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ron im dead serious when i say dis...im really truly in love wit u n' i wud never do nethin like dat ever again i only love u n' only want 2 be wit i dont want nebody else
RONC495401: well there other ppl out there like me truse i am not the only guy
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: itz u who i want i dont want ne other guy no1 cud be like u, no1 cud ever take ur place
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i kept coming bac 2 u 4 a reason
RONC495401: yes there is
RONC495401: yea bc u wanted my dick
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: if i had da choice of da hottest guy in da world n' u...i wud pick u
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i dont give a fuck bout sex ron i only care bout u
RONC495401: yea ok
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i do!
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: if it was bout dick dont u think i wud be sum street hooker n' be fuckin every guy dat askz me 2
RONC495401: well doesn't sound like u fuck every u no or want to
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i only want u
RONC495401: o well i sam tired of this shit the on'y reason meg told u dare him bc she doesn't like me
RONC495401: she doesn't want me to be with u
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no she didnt she dont even think she knew were goin out
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: yes she doez she sent me da convo when she told u 2 get bac wit me
RONC495401: yea i told her
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: well she didnt dare me bcuz of u she dared me cuz she didnt think i was goin 2 do it n' corey kept beggin so she dared me
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i mean hell ron i only gave shaun head once when me n' him were goin out i cudnt hook up wit him nemore bcuz i knew i loved u more den him...n' i dont even love him nemore same wit jim
RONC495401: o well u brok my heart
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i kno ron n' im really sorry i never meant 2 hurt u really i didnt but plz gimme 1 more chance 2 prove 2 u dat everything i said was true n' dat i really mean it...my heart is broken from hurting u n' da fact dat u wont gimme another chance is shattering it
JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i love u 2 death n' i dont want 2 lose u
RONC495401 signed off at 12:41:46 AM.
I tried everything I could and I don't know what the fuck else to do...somebody please help me out. I really love him so much!!!
***Oh yeah Shaun called me bugging out cause my mom said he couldn't come over so he's coming over tomorrow and I'm telling him everything...about Ron, Corey, and how I'm not going out with his fucking ass anymore***
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