Yeah so... me, Alicia, and DJ were supposed to go to the beach today... but no0o0o Alicia has to be a bitch and make up all these excuses and lies to ditch us to hang out with Caitlin. Fuckin tired of this bullshit... don't fuckin say that we're gonna hang out all summer... and not even hang out once. She does this shit every fuckin summer. The only time she hangs out with me is when it's convenient for her. I'm tired of being used. I've fuckin had it. Ugh, and Corey was trying to get me to come over and fuck him again. He was all like "well what if I asked you out, and show you that I want to be with you"... bull fuckin shit! I know the only reason he would want to be with me is so he can get ass anytime he wants. Me and Corey would never work out... cus I'm not gonna put up with his fuckin pot smoking and dealing. And for the fact that he denies me to his friends is fuckin rediculously pathetic! Ronnie was fuckin smoking pot last night... ugh that shit pisses me off. He tried to play it off like he didn't. I got another one of Marjorie's MySpace accounts deleted... yes ANOTHER... it's like the 4th one now so far lol. Well since my plans for tomorrow to go clubbin' have also been canceled... I'm gonnna go school shopping... what fun! Ugh, Matt when the fuck are you gonna come online so I can talk to you!?!?! I miss you I can't wait until you come home. 9 more days thank God!!! I love you!!!