( 2:40am )... Me and Jen walked all the way to the pet shop in the freezing cold and I bought myself an Iguana... she... yes it's a female I did some research on the computer lol... was $25 and her fucking cage thingy was $57... so all together it came to about almost $90. Jen's dad picked us up and brought us back to my house and put the cage together and put the fucker in there lol. Then I decided to take it out and it was sitting there in my hand for like 15 minutes while I was talking to Patrick online and the evil bastard fucking leaped out of my hand onto my shoulder than it jumped onto my wall and slid down the wall behind my dresser... so obviously it's hot as hell in my room cause they need heat so Jen took her shirt off so she's chasing it around my room in her bra lmao! Took forever to get it back in the cage it's fucking fast as hell. Then Megan came over... so I went to take it out of the cage to show her and the fucker kept whipping me with her tail nonstop and that shit hurts lol. Jen was fighting all fucking night with her boyfriend on the phone. Right now their watching T.V. of some guy sticking his fingers up this woman's pussy LMAO! NO IT'S NOT A PORNO LOL! Anyways... I kicked Ron, Jack, and the rest of the Brick crew out of my life for good... erased them out of my profile and everything. No longer am I gonna fuck things up. Now if only Matt could believe me and take me back giving me 1 more chance. I still love you with all my heart babe. ( 2:05pm )... We all woke up around 10:30ish... and fucking Sarah was being all suicidal so I obviously didn't have a good mood to start off my day... so Megan walked to Sarah's cause she wasn't picking up the phone. Then Jen left to go chill with her boyfriend. And here I am sitting at home all alone like always... being depressed... playing music... and crying staring at his picture wishing I could take back all the shit I put him through. Oh man would I kill for 1 last chance with Matt. It's so hard to get through each day without him... I'm trying so hard not to grab the knife and just cut away. It's not easy to kick 5 or more guys out of your life for someone that isn't going to come back to you, let alone talk to you ever again. He'll never understand how much I love him. Psh I mean lets compare 1 big thing about Matt and Ron... I fucked Matt the 2nd day we were going out... it took Ron OVER A YEAR to get that far with me. Matt was the best boyfriend I've ever had and will have. Even my friends agree... even my parents agree that he has treated me better than any of my other boyfriends that I've had. And I was that fucking dumb to fuck it all up. Then again I'm talking about a boy who said he would never walk out of my life and never leave me and that we're gonna get married and have kids. Now... he doesn't talk to me, doesn't love me, probably wouldn't care if I died. I tried to be perfect but I'll never be good enough for you. And as for my stupid iguana... fucking bastard still fucking whips the shit out of me with his tail. I'm not gonna be able to keep it for long anyways... cause he's gonna get fucking huge and I don't have $600 for a huge ass cage. ( 5:25pm )... Well as everyone can see the comment in my MySpace profile from the bitch Sarah... we're no longer friends... she wants me to leave it alone when she's the one who runs to us with her problems then fine... I'll leave her alone all together. Some fucking friend she was... I got her and Mike back together like 3 times and this is how she repays me. Oh yeah and I blocked all the Brick kids and other people that I don't need and they don't need me. Convo with Corey... CrackerMack02: hi JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: do u plan on answering my question anytime soon CrackerMack02: what question JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: *rolls eyes* can u get me alcohol for new yrs eve or no? CrackerMack02: probably CrackerMack02: who u wit JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no1 CrackerMack02: wheres jen a meg JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: meg is at work n' jen is wit her bf CrackerMack02: oh true CrackerMack02: u wanna chill for a lil like 30 mins JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no datz pointless CrackerMack02: true CrackerMack02: lol CrackerMack02: well wat about u wakin up mad early 2morow CrackerMack02: cause i got to be at work at 930 CrackerMack02: well leave at 930 CrackerMack02: lol JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya right i woke up early today to chill wit you n' u cudnt CrackerMack02: yea but i didnt no i had to go to work till this mornin CrackerMack02: i no now CrackerMack02: please JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no im not waking up dat fuckin early CrackerMack02: wen do ur parents leave in the mornin JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: corey it doeznt matter ur not waking my ass up either] CrackerMack02: lol well wat about this CrackerMack02: wat time do they leave JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: nice try CrackerMack02: no honestly CrackerMack02: just hear me out CrackerMack02: ill go to ur house at like 8 let me in then we can go right back to sleep for an hour CrackerMack02: and a half CrackerMack02: and then ill leave JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: unless if u feel like having my mom call da copz on ur ass CrackerMack02: shes home JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya CrackerMack02: 2morow morning JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: their gone by 9 but im still not waking up 4 u CrackerMack02: true well can u get the door at 9 and ill lay wit u for a half hour CrackerMack02: please CrackerMack02: i want to JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no corey im not waking up CrackerMack02: u can go right bakc to sleep tho CrackerMack02: ill sleep wit u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: only if u have da alcohol wit u CrackerMack02: i wont have it 2morow but ill get it promise JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: well then im not waking up CrackerMack02: thats messed up CrackerMack02: i promise ill get it if u let me be wit u for 30 mins CrackerMack02 signed off at 7:11:07 PM. CrackerMack02 signed on at 7:19:56 PM. CrackerMack02: sorry my mom was goin nuts JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: kk CrackerMack02: soo is it a yes or no JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no corey cus i dont trust you ill chill with you the day you have it CrackerMack02: so ur just chillin wit me to get alcohol JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: basically cuz i cant keep hanging out with you i already fucked it up for me and matt because of you and ron i already kicked ron outta my life CrackerMack02: well then i wanna fuck u 2morow CrackerMack02: but ill bring the alcohol wit me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no see this is exactly what i mean... WHY DO YOU THINK HE'S NOT SPEAKING TO ME ANYMORE... i knew you were gonna try fuckin blackmailing me with this shit fuck that if your gonna be a dick i'll get it from someone else CrackerMack02: blackmailin pam ur blackmalin me 2 CrackerMack02: come over only if u have the alcohol JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya cuz i cant be alone with you without something happening thats why maybe if you wouldn't be so fuckin horny all the fuckin time CrackerMack02: well i wasnt actually gunna try to fuck u CrackerMack02: i was just gunna lay wit u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: YOU SAID THAT LAST TIME CrackerMack02: noo i swear this time tho CrackerMack02: no lie JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: well guess what im not doing anything with you CrackerMack02: i didnt want u 2 JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: but now u do JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: u said it urself CrackerMack02: until u said come over only if u have the alcohol JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: exactly CrackerMack02: i didnt want to do nething wit u until u said come over only if u have the alcohol JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya well if ur gonna be a dick by worrying about ur god damn fuckin reputation den im gonna be a bitch about da alcohol... taste of ur own lil medicine corey CrackerMack02: well i dont care nemore bout my rep CrackerMack02: ok JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: rightttttttt JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: that's why you still ignore me in school uh huh CrackerMack02: i told basically all my friends i fucked u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ha! JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: the day they walk up to me and ask me if it's true is the day i'll believe that CrackerMack02: i swear i did ask sarah she was there JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: im not speaking to sarah anymore CrackerMack02: well i did i swear CrackerMack02: and i promise not to ignore u CrackerMack02: ok CrackerMack02: honestly JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: like i said im not hookin up wit u CrackerMack02: fine then go fine more alcohol somewhere else JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i will CrackerMack02: sure CrackerMack02: peace JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: PEACE CrackerMack02 signed off at 7:28:37 PM.