Wow these past 3 days have been hell. Me and Mike have been fighting like non-stop about Matt. I chilled with Matt, Nick, Joe, Andrew, Jerry, etc for a couple hours yesterday. Mike and Matt hate each other and wanted to kill each other and fight each other, etc. I was like crying histerically about all of this cus I couldn't take it anymore. Mike wound up breaking up with me for like an hour and then he took me back, thank God. Mike helped me realize that I'm not completely over Matt. That needs to change... soon. So yeah that's what makes me a shitty girlfriend. I LOVE YOU SOOO FUCKIN MUCH MIKE!!! Nothing else has really been happening lately. A friend from school is in the hospital right now cus she got hit by a car yesterday :o( Right now, Mike is out with his friend Brian. I'm stuck at home with nothing to do. I was gonna go with Alicia and her boyfriend and a few other people but nope they leave without me... nice huh? Jen is hanging out with someone else... so yeah... nobody ever has time for me anymore, but whatever. When Alicia was taking me home we pulled over to talk to Tommy... haven't talked to that fucker in madd long lol. Brings back awesome memories lol. Then she almost ran over Marjorie, she honked the horn, that bitch jumped so high she was so scared lmfao! She gaves us dirty looks, it was great lol. Ugh, I can't wait until I see Mike tomorrow... I miss him sooo much! Pam and Mike 9-10-05 Always and forever!