Yesterday was mine and Mike's 3 month anniversary. And I would have to say it's the best yet. Well when I got there he went on the computer to talk to Brian then we watched TV for a little bit until his family left. Well almost all his family, his little brother was upstairs asleep lol. Anyways, we went upstairs and obviously you people should know what happens... sex lol. But it's not just sex to me... it's making love. And it meant alot to me last night, cus he said "I love you" while we were having sex. He hasn't done that before. It made it that much more special, because no guy that I've been with has done that. That's what makes me love Mike so much cus he's so different from any other guy. Afterwards we just laid there with each other cuddling, another thing that no other guy that I've been with has done. After we got dressed we sat there and just talked about our day and random stuff. We went back downstairs and watched TV until his family came home. His sister Michelle got Etnies shoes, almost like mine lol. And his sister Mary got converses. Mike was making fun of her for that. And I was like "why cus punks and gothics wear them" and he said something I can't remember exactly but he was dissing Goths and I just shoved him away and he just laid there. And he pretends to cry and he's like "you're throwing me away" lol so I just pulled him back over to me to make him happy and he tried to pull off that sad face again lol. We watched Anchorman for a little while. Then we watched House of Wax. I was in his arms the whole time, cus I was scared lol. It was really gorey ughh, and Mike is so fuckin twisted in the head. Every gorey part like chopping fingers off and stabbing people in the head with poles and shit... he was like "that's fuckin awesome oh yeah just a little more, I would've made it last longer to put them through more pain" and I just sat there and stared at him like "what the fuck" lol. I was like "I think they put the wrong person in the mental institution" and he was like "I would actually do that shit to someone, you should feel safe around me and protected cus I would never do any of that to you" and I was like "yeah I do feel safe in a scary kinda way but now I feel sick with all those details you had to throw in" lol. I was like a half hour late getting home but my mom was asleep and my dad was at work so it was all good lol. Hopefully I'll get to see him tonight too. I love you Mike!