Okay well yesterday was a really bad day for me. When I woke up my dad gave me the biggest attitude out of no where...bitching about me not having a job and always sleeping during the day and staying up all night. So obviously I yelled back...we were cursing our heads off back and forth at each other and screaming really loud. I was like "it doesn't matter cause I'm moving out when I graduate" and he's like "why don't you just move out now?" and I was like "fine I will" and he even offered me $30 for a cab and shit. I went upstairs got in the shower, got dressed, ate, and started packing. I was on the phone with Megan at the time she was like all confused lol. Then my mom comes home screaming at me and my dad saying that I'm not going anywhere and she threatened to have Shaun arrested if he came to pick me up. So I was screwed there and put all my shit away. Then I had to put Sarah and Mike back together again because she obviously broke up with him AGAIN! That took me all night...talking to her on the phone with her crying histerically and talking to Mike online. Well mission was accomplished their back together. I was talking to Jack online and he was like expressing his feelings for me and shit which was really interesting. He's all upset about how he never sees me anymore and that he misses me alot. Jack offered to pay for a cab for me to go there and shit like that but my parents would see it so I'll have to wait on that one. Around 11:00 last night Shaun texted me asking if I would have a threesome and I was like "no why?" and he was like "John wants to hit that, and I was thinking one after the other" and I was like "no sorry I don't fuck my boyfriend's best friends and you shouldn't want me to either, why would you even consider such a thing?" and he never answered me. Megan was screaming at Shaun earlier that day cause he was trying to chill with Melissa...one of my friends...okay Shaun has this thing where he doesn't want me meeting guys from online and shit well he only knows Melissa online and then he tries to fucking hang out with her that's bullshit. Especially when he was supposed to hang out with me that day. So I fought with him on the phone for like an hour. I was pissed as hell last night cause fucking Ron's friend Bobby wanted to chill last night and told me that Ron was coming to pick me up when he really wasn't so I bitched at them for like an hour. Now as of today...Shaun once again called up Melissa asking if she could chill...yeah...well I told him I needed a break from this bullshit cause I can't take it anymore. If things go back to normal then I'll go back out with him but this is seriously getting out of hand. Here's that conversation... JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: yo seriously like whut is up wit u lately ur not bein like urself TTacomaPimP: o JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: u try 2 hang out wit my frendz instead of ur own gf n' den u ask me if i want 2 fuck ur frend JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: who doez dat TTacomaPimP: cuz since i was taken i tried to hook up ur friend wid friend of mine JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: but still shaun u havent even fuckin met her u met her online...n' u bug out when i meet sum1 online JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: datz jus bein a hypocrite TTacomaPimP: but i aint meetin her for me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: n' y in da hell wud u ever consider lettin ur frend fuck ur gf itz like u dont care dat im like a toy u pass around 4 every1 to play with JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: but still JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ur meetin her itz da same thing TTacomaPimP: im stuck meetin her cuz im the one who drives TTacomaPimP: otherwise id send my friend on his own JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: well y cant he get kyle 2 drive him since he was gonna drive john 2 my house if i was capable of chillen TTacomaPimP: maybe cuz kyle as workin TTacomaPimP: u wanted to hook up wid john then so why not now JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ok now explain dis whole john fuckin pam thing JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: NO I DIDNT JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: WHERE IN THE FUCK DID YOU GET THAT FROM TTacomaPimP: well u wanted to chyll wid him wen he clled u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya to CHILL not to fuckin hook up with...u kno there is a real big difference there JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: u act like gurlz cant be frendz wit guyz w/o suttin goin on between dem but ur so fuckin wrong TTacomaPimP: o TTacomaPimP: u never seem to resist hookin up wen ur chylln wid guys tho JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: o0o0o ron JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: 1 person TTacomaPimP: onlin kid TTacomaPimP: ron TTacomaPimP: prolly jack JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: online kid!!! WAS RAPE! NOT INTENTIONAL JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: datz fuckin sad as hell if u cant fuckin figure da definition TTacomaPimP: must not really been if u didnt do anythin bout it i had to tell ur parents for u and stil u did nuttin JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: n' no i did not hook up wit jack how da hell wud dat happen da only way he getz here is thru ron n' ron wud like fuckin kill me if i even tried 2 get wit jack n' i havent seen jack all summer cuz ron dont want him around me JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: SO FUCKING WHUT JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: IM NOT DA ONLY 1 WHO DOEZNT DO SUTTIN BOUT IT TTacomaPimP: prolly cuzu did do it by choice so if u did tel the courts ud have bo case cuz u were willing JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no i fuckin wasnt willing YOU WERENT FUCKIN THERE ALRIGHT SO YOU WOULDN'T KNOW FUCKIN SHIT YOUR THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS I DID IT INTENTIONALLY WHEN YOUR MY BF AND YOU SHUD BE ON MY SIDE TTacomaPimP: i was the reason why i told u to do somthin bout it but my opion dont matter to u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: it doez matter to me but if i dont wanna do suttin den im not gonna fuckin do it TTacomaPimP: which jus proves that u did it intentionally JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no i fuckin didnt TTacomaPimP: k JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: yo dis is screwed up i sit here everyday askin myself y am i wit sum1 who never fuckin comez to see me nemore who doeznt even fuckin love me when i can be wit sum1 who has since da fuckin beginning but when we kissed 4 da 1st time i felt sumthin there when we met i didnt feel nervous or nethin i was comfortable around u i thought we had sumthing but dis is fuckin rediculous if u cant even fuckin believe me when i tell u i was raped TTacomaPimP: ok TTacomaPimP: iight fien i belive u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: bout time TTacomaPimP: im sorry i jus have lot shit on my mind TTacomaPimP: and im worried bout u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: y r u worried bout me? TTacomaPimP: that ur gonn be ok JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: im fine shaun i kno how 2 take care of myself but im worried bout u cuz u've been actin all weird on me TTacomaPimP: oo JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: maybe we shud jus take a break until we get our prioritiez straightened out TTacomaPimP: havnt we had long enough break TTacomaPimP: i never see u barely tlk to u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya but shaun like datz whut i mean...y r we 2gether if we dont even hang out...im not da 1 wit da car TTacomaPimP: i guess i have to try harder JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: guess so JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: we shud jus like take a break n' if thingz go bac 2 normal den idk get bac 2gether cuz i think dis is whutz stressin us out JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: u ok with it or no? TTacomaPimP signed off at 3:28:43 PM. Yeah not a happy conversation...but anyways...I was talking to Jimmy G and yeah we somewhat had a little fight I guess I don't know he wound up signing off on me or whatever. I just got done watching the best movie ever..."The Girl Next Door"...well I can definately say that movie made me realize how much I really love Ron. Too bad I can't have a happy ending like that.