Hmm well I haven't updated this in a long ass time so here it goes. Brian left for the air force, so he calls me from his base and writes me letters and shit. He's doing good. Megan left for military school... she didn't like it at first but she's doing better and supposedly coming to visit this weekend :o) School is okay I guess, didn't get a good progress report today though lol. So much drama going on, it sucks. I don't speak to Ronnie anymore. Don't speak to Corey anymore either, ha speaking of him. I fucked up his reputation so bad in school, all his friends make fun of him all the time, it's great lol. Before Brian left for the air force, me and DJ went to the Surf Club and pissed off Brian real good making him jealous and shit. And that night is when I met Mike :o) Me and Mike were seeing each other for a while after he broke up with Danielle. Then he asked me out on 9-10-05! And I love him more than life itself. He's the most sweetest greatest boyfriend I've ever had. And I'm gonna be with him forever! The night when me, Sarah, and Alicia picked him up from Stephanie's house... she was all over him... we were about to jump her ass, but anyways Mike got mad at me and made me cry a few nights before, so he bought me roses to apologize :o) His family is fuckin awesome, I love them all. What's ironic is that his dad is best friends with my brother, small world lol. They took me to Six Flags and my first rollercoaster ever was Kingda Ka, ha oh man did I almost have a heartattack lol, hurt my neck though lol. Mike bought me a stuffed wolf and won me a stuffed Nemo hehe. He got surgery on his face cus it broke, so I was over his house all that week being there for him. So he bought me roses, teddy bear, and a cute card to thank me for being there. Last night I washed his hair for him since he can't get his face wet lol. And I have to say this... he is GOD in bed haha! It's so true man! I've been chillen with Sarah and Alicia alot since I last wrote in here. Lots of trips to the mall acting crazy. Going to the movies a few times. Alicia going through so many fuckin boyfriends. One of em used to be Stephen, who attacked my boobs all the time lol. Now she's going out with Stephanie's ex-boyfriend lmfao! Theresa was starting madd fuckin shit too. Fuckin hate bitches. They all need to kill themselves honestly. Steve and Kristina have been going on and off like madd crazy. And one night, I was trying to make Kristina feel better cus she thought Steve like killed himself or something *sighs* PJ is a stupid asshole I don't talk to him anymore either cus all he would do is call me up in the middle of the night and threaten to get my ass jumped for "talking shit" when I was really just stating facts to everyone lol. Not my fault if his faggot ass doesn't want to admit that he's gay and makes out with Mykel and other things lol. Alot of people have been calling me up talking shit and refusing to tell me their real names... fuckin pricks. I chilled with Matt on our 3 day weekend. He's still in love with me but agreed not to get inbetween me and Mike. It's his birthday today. Happy 16th birthday Matt! Anyways I was chillen with him and his friends that weekend and we were running from cops and his mom and shit lol. She found out that we still chill cus she saw his picture on my myspace, damn lol. Alot of accidents been going on at school, cars blowing up, people flipping cars. This one kid blew up a bunch of cars and now has to serve a year in Juvy and 10-14 years in jail, so he pretty much fucked up his life there. I still get into madd fights with my parents. My sister is pregnant again, she's due January 8th :o) I saw her and Charlotte lately... she's sooo fuckin adorable! I can't believe she's over a year old already. Hmm well I'm going to Six Flags this Saturday with Mike. Sarah and Megan might go too so that's cool. Matt is going I know that lol. Well that seems to be everything that's been going on, or at least the important stuff anyways lol. I LOVE YOU MICHAEL ALEX MOTUZ JR! 9-10-05 always and forever! <33