Wow yeah... alot has happened. It was like impossible to get in touch with Shaun cus he was being all like weird and shady... took him like 2 weeks to finally answer me. Well me and Matt aren't together because we got in a fight then... I wound up fucking Ronnie... so I lost all chances of getting back together with Matt :o( So now I'm back with Brian... he's leaving for the air force August 30th... he expects me to be with him while he is gone for 4 years... and wants me to move in with him when he comes back and marry him, etc. Well... I'm afraid I can't do that... why? Cus I'm still in love with Matt... I always will be... I never have stopped loving him. If only I could get the courage to tell Brian this *sighs* Brian's going away party is August 27th and I can't even make that cus I have to go to my neice's 1st birthday party... but the good thing about that day is... Matt comes home from Louisiana :o) I miss him so0o0o0o0o much!!!!! PJ is coming home from Puerto Rico on Tuesday... he called me up twice today. I told him that I'm back with Brian and he flipped out... he was all like "hot diggity damn, you're fuckin lying to me this is a joke I hate jokes" and he was all like "I bought you a ring tell me I did not buy you a ring for no reason, you told me you were gonna give me another chance" and I was like "bullshit no I didn't" and he was like "yeah you did the day before I left for Puerto Rico you said you were gonna give me another chance, you're lying you fuckin said it" and I was like "well I'm not gonna believe it until I see the ring" and he was all like "Pam, you know I love you so much and you know that I wanna marry you and be with you forever" blah blah blah... even though he's the biggest pathological liar in the world... God I just can't wait until he just admits that he's a fuckin HOMO getting with me and a bunch of other girls as a cover up!!! Alicia got in a bad car accident the other night and totaled her car... that must really suck big balls! Me and Megan were talking to Steve on the phone last weekend that was pretty interesting. And that night she woke up but she was still asleep, she takes the remote to the T.V. and dips it in her rootbeer float like it was an oreo cookie or something... funniest shit I've ever saw. Then yesterday she woke up and was having after affects from the E she took the night before and was seeing some crazy shit in my room lol. Sarah has finally found a white boy that she likes and that likes her back... YES! Go Sarah!!! I'm so fuckin proud of her lol... she can bring him home to mommy and daddy haha! Our senior pictures came in the mail yesterday... I look so bad in every single one of them... but I'm not even gonna bother retaking them... it's too much of a pain in the ass... I look bad in pictures all the time so whatever grr!!! Well that's pretty much the update for now... damn I need to get a job lol. I LOVE MATTHEW TRAHAN ALWAYS FOREVER!!! (even though I'm going out with Brian)