( 2:03am )... Well yesterday I woke up around 11am cause my dad was off and then I went to Bavaro's house around 2 and his grandma told me to meet him at Cost Cutters... so I go there and Bavaro, Sommese, and Rob were there rollerblading and then the manager came out and yelled at us and shit lol. They were all asking me stupid questions about Matt and Ron. And Sommese sat on my lap and I lost circulation in my leg and he was asking me to give a fucking blowjob lol. We headed back to Bavaro's. Then we went to the tennis courts so they could rollerblade and skateboard and shit. Sommese would not fucking leave me alone... he's such a flirt... he wouldn't stop touching or humping me and everything. And him throwing his cell phone by my crotch so he can pick it up is not obvious lol. Then he puts his hand on my leg and gets closer to my fucking pussy lol. Bavaro and Rob slapped my ass a few times too. Like the whole day I was being sexually harassed by these 3 stoodges lmao! Then Justin Stonehill and Muchi showed up. They were all doing tricks and shit so me, Muchi, and Rob had to be the judges and give points. Nick was pissing over by the gate lol. Rob kept whipping his dick out lol. Bavaro fucking landed really hard and fucked up his arm lol... and Sommese must've broke major ass a thousand times lol. Rob is eventually gonna land the kickflip sooner or later. Then 3 other guys showed up, I have no clue who they were. Muchi left. So then me, Bavaro, Sommese, and Rob head back to Bavaro's house. Sommese landed pretty badly and he hurt his dick lol and fucking Bavaro wanted to see his dick... I was all freaked out by it and Bavaro pissed on Sommese lmao! So I basically saw too many dicks in one day lol. And Sommese kept bugging me all day to give him a blowjob and Rob tried pushing me onto Sommese and I moved and he wound up being on top of him lol. Sommese was like "Pam do you love me?" and I'm like "not in that way" and he's like "do you love me?" and I'm like "yes I love you" and he's like "okay so can we have sex now?" and I'm like "NO!" lmao! Eventually Sommese had to leave. Me, Bavaro, and Rob went inside and chilled with his mom and the rest of his family... his grandparents were trying to get me to eat dinner with them and we all started talking about school, Marjorie, and Matt, etc. I swear his grandmother was in shock when I told her I was gonna be 18 soon... she thought I was 14 lmao! Bavaro's stupid hamster bit my fucking finger. Marjorie called up Bavaro telling him that she's gonna kick his ass and shit. Bavaro and Rob were calling up a bunch of people cursing them off it was so funny lol. Then Justin came back to chill... we all went outside and they stole Chromes off people's cars haha! Fucking Bavaro stuffed $2 down my shirt with his ice cold hands telling me he's paying me to kick Marjorie's ass lol he must've did that like 3 times... and at one point I backed into a skateboard and tripped and fell on my ass lol. On the way of them walking me home... these stupid ass kids that think their so slick were taunting Bavaro and we ignored them... I wanted to turn around and knock their fucking teeth in... but before we even passed them I had fucking Justin hiding behind me asking me to protect him and I'm like "what the fuck are they gonna do" lol. Haha oh yeah at one point I was walking past Jerry's house coming back from the tennis courts with the guys and I had the skateboard in my hand... Jerry was looking at me like I had 7 heads or something lol. I was actually hoping that Matt was gonna be outside when I passed his house but he wasn't :( and his mom was home cause I saw her car in the driveway so I wasn't gonna bother knocking on the door since she hates me so much lol. Well after they dropped me off at home I went with my mom to take my dad to work since he has over night and shit... then she took me to McDonald's, I spent my money on that instead of alcohol that I could not fucking get ahold of argg!!! I talked to Jen on the phone for an hour and half when I got back home... she had an interesting New Year's Eve... wish I was there lol. Fuck! I still have to do my book report that's due on Wednesday... grr I'll do it when I wake up I guess. Well I'm going to bed... goodnight folks. ( 3:00am )... Oh man don't you love it how people start so much shit with you every God damn day... griz626262: y u awake JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i was out wit my ex's friends JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: all day JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: so i wasnt tired griz626262: u hook up JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no lol i wudnt hook up wit his friends especially since their alot younger griz626262: how yong JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: 10-14 griz626262: wut were u doing JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i was jus watchin em do trickz skateboarding n' rollerblading den they stole chromes off pplz carz n' shit lol griz626262: so u had fun JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya lol i found it funny how they flirt wit me so bad when my ex aint around griz626262: i think u need sum JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i dont need nethin griz626262: u do JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: y do u think dat griz626262: lolol griz626262: hey u still on wyht JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: yaa griz626262: wuts ur name on there JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: xlostrealityx griz626262: hun could u send me a link JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: site isnt working griz626262: i got it hun, u took off ur privs JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: no, i didnt have em on there... itz a diff account cuz my other 1 got suspended bcuz of da privs griz626262: u still got them? JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya but not in da computer griz626262: ohh hun i wanted 2 see JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: im not showin griz626262: y not JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: cuz im not like dat nemore griz626262: so u dont like sex anymore JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i didnt say dat griz626262: do u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ya griz626262: u on top ur fav JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i dont have a fav griz626262: if u had to choose JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: i dont care griz626262: so if u werent in love and i was like 17 or 18, and u liked me doggy would be good JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: y do u put urself in situationz dat r never gonna happen y bother talkin bout it griz626262: wow ur a bitch, why do u want this kid that wont give u the time of day anymore cuz u cheated on him, shit he wont come back to u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ur jus pissed cuz im not givin in 2 u griz626262: give in to me for wut JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: anything JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: u keep tellin me im dis sweet grl but im really not u dont kno me griz626262: like wut, i dont care i had sex today, last night, and the night before and anytime i want, and i dont need to grub off of guys idont know for alcohol and try to beat them out of money, i am not locked down in my house, i dont love this kid that wont give me the time of day anymore cuz i fucked up lol ur like 16 and u fucked like 12 guys JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: lmao like i said before i wasnt using u 2 get alcohol or get money outta u i really did want 2 chill wit u but ur now completely pushin it 2 far, n' once again u dont kno me im 17 goin on 18 and i have only fucked 4 guyz hun not 12... get ur shit str8 if ur gonna talk slick griz626262: look at u talking like ur tough, look at u , my room is prolly bigger than ur whole house, i mean dont talk tough i will put you in ur place, in anyway shape or form u skank JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: LMAO ur the one whos trying to hang out with the so called "skank" do u even kno da definition how am i skank if i fucked ppl who ive dated shithead... i cud care less if u were da richest guy in da world but get 1 thing str8 talkin like dis aint gonna get u newhere in life JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: everytime u IM me u have to start sum stupid ass bullshit griz626262: lol u think i would actually meet you , NO i would jsut stand u up, lol come on u think iam dumb, come on and sweety i am fine with life, u will be the one going no where, why cuz u will be dead cuz u keep cheating on guys and u will get somethign u dumb bitch griz626262 signed off at 2:41:43 AM. ( He blocked me )... adorablekishezxo: ya im sure u wudnt have met me, my fuckin asshole... if ur so god damn set in life den u wudnt have bothered IMing me in da fuckin 1st place, ur pissed cuz uve been tryin 2 get wit me n' itz not workin, ur da 1 who aint goin no where in life cuz u assume 2 much fuckin shit, talk 2 much shit, n' u fuckin try hittin on gurlz 4 years younger den u, plz get a life n' get sum1 ur own age, n' i cud care less if ill be dead i attempt suicide all da time, ur da bitch in dis situation by blockin my ass... i have over 40 sn's... peace ( 6:10pm )... Oh man lol... I just got off the phone with Shaun... yes once again he called me... shocking I know. He was telling me how he was gonna get in a fight with Elyssa's friends cause they were talking shit and they pussied out. And he's planning to come over tomorrow after school... so this ought to be interesting. And Alicia was like "please tell me you're not gonna get back with him" and I'm like "fuck that" lol. I'm so not gonna go through all of that again... waiting for his ass for 3 months... him trying to get with my friends... and especially not since him and his friends talk shit about my friends. Someone just called my cell phone 3 times and I have no clue who it was... lol oh well. Ron's friends were fucking talking shit again no matter what I do I can't get them to leave me the fuck alone argg!!! ( 7:20pm )... Ok it turns out it wasn't Ron's friends it was Ron himself talking smack shit about me... fucking asshole... and you wonder why I left you in the fucking first place... hmm don't let me think too hard about that one... YOU'RE A FUCKING COMPULSIVE LYING TWO FACED ASSHOLE WHO CAN'T FUCKING FIGHT FOR SHIT YOU FUCKING PATHETIC LOSER GET A LIFE AND STOP BEING A LITTLE BITCH!!! Now see most people would probably say that I'm talking shit now... it ain't talking shit if it's the straight up fucking truth :lol: Remember how someone called my cell phone 3 times and I didn't know the number... now it's coming up restricted and they called like twice... I'm thinking it's the Brick assholes but who knows I'm not fucking picking up so they can get a rise out of me... fuck that shit! One of these days I will kill those mother fuckers. I should've let Matt fucking stab Ron. ( 11:05pm )...

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?	FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth
How will you commit suicide?	You will slit your wrists
How many tries will it take?	97
When will you commit suicide?	October 21, 2028
What will your suicide note say?	This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again
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Well ain't that the truth lol.