[*137*] They Broke Up

Feeling: placid
It's 2:20am... Sarah dumped Mike cause she doesn't feel like competing with me to make him happy...she doesn't want me to feel like it's my fault of why they broke up. I don't feel that it's my fault cause I know it's not my fault but it's rediculous how Mike is over-reacting about the whole situation. He got like all mad at me when it should be him getting mad at himself. So now that they are over he swears he's not going to get involved with another girl ever again...and possibly will stop talking to all of us. It's insane...it's rediculous. It's life...you win some...you lose some. That's how you find the one you're meant to be with...by being with people before hand...to find out who's right and who's wrong for you. But giving up all together because a few relationships didn't work out? I mean come on. I'm on my 13th relationship...I haven't given up yet. Nor will I ever give up. I don't want to be alone the rest of my life...why would he? Either way you're both my friends and I'm here for the both of you no matter what the situation is. I love you guys! And now Eric is being such a fucking asshole cause he's all pissed off that I won't leave Shaun for him. I mean I haven't even fucking met Eric and grrrrr people fucking piss me off. People just get it through your fucking head...FUCK OFF! It's my decision and I don't give a fuck what you think of my relationship...all that matters is what I think. The conversation with Eric... Vw GoLf gTi 00: hello my not horny friend JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: hi Vw GoLf gTi 00: how r u JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: not so good Vw GoLf gTi 00: how come Vw GoLf gTi 00: whats wrong JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: my bf was in da hospital 4 a few dayz Vw GoLf gTi 00: 4 what JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: sum1 hit him from behind n' fractured his skull in 4 placez Vw GoLf gTi 00: well first i dont even know why u care about this guy he obviously doesn;t like you if he dont wanna talk to you..IM being honest and u should listen...HE DONT LIKE YOU GET IT THRU UR HEAD cuz if he did he would wanna talk to u and not make accuses he is obviously getting ass from another girl and doesn;t care about talking to u or seeing u face reality here and stop ur gay games JeRzYzBaByGuRl4L: ok hold up 4 one he called me 2nite telling me bout dis shit ok cuz he knew it wud get bac 2 me n' get me worried n' 2) i kno he doeznt love me but obviously he doez like me if he hasnt fuckin dumped me yet...n' 3) he isnt da type of guy dat wud screw me over like dat hez a decent guy unlike 99.99999999999% of da guyz in dis fucked up world, n' obviously he wantz 2 talk 2 me if he fuckin called me...n' dont get fuckin smart wit me cuz ur beginning 2 really piss me off here if dis is how u think is goin 2 get a gurl 2 go out wit u ur fuckin wrong as hell boy get shit str8 b4 u open ur god damn mouth b4 i fuckin shut it 4 u Vw GoLf gTi 00: i dont care if i piss u off or not im teling u the truth and ur too dumb to see it ur really stupid cuz what is this the first time in like 2 weeks he called maybe he dont wanna break up with u cuz he feels sorry...and u dont get smart with me cuz u aint going to shut nothing of mine ur just really dumb and ur b.f just doesn;t care about u maybe he called u cuz u know what all the other sluts he has been wit dont want him Vw GoLf gTi 00: ouch it does hurt Vw GoLf gTi 00: but u know what Vw GoLf gTi 00: this is what u get for tryin to have a online relationship when u dont even c eachother grow up serious Vw GoLf gTi 00 signed off at 1:06:45 AM. And this is what I was going to say to him but he signed off before I could send it... ok ur fuckin stupid cuz ur da 1 who likez da "dumb stupid" gurl...n' he has other thingz 2 do n' he was pissed at me im sure u dont want 2 see sum1 dat ur pissed at n' hez not mad at me nemore n' he is going 2 come see me...n' it isnt an online relationship idk where in da hell u pulled dat 1 from apparently ur ass cuz itz not an online relationship if ive chilled wit him so many damn timez u fuckin jackass...wtf wud he feel sorry about...hez had plenty of relationshipz b4 so i dont think he wud jus keep me around cuz he feelz "sorry"...if u dont believe me dat i will shut ur mouth den u must be on sum real shit cuz i dont talk i do suttin bout it...n' none of his gfz were slutz cuz ive met sum of his ex gfz n' they were cool...he didnt want dem, not dem not wanting him...so SLICK how bout u FUCK OFF...dont tell me 2 fuckin grow up ur da 1 who needz 2 fuckin grow up i dont go around online tryin 2 get guyz 2 fuckin hook up wit me all da time like u do wit me ASSHOLE...no wonder u dont have a gf...so how bout u stop sweatin me n' move da fuck on cuz dis is exactly y i wont go out wit u cuz ur 2 fuckin obnoxious cuz u cant get ur way If he comes back on I'm going to send that to him and I'll update the conversation if there is one. But seriously if someone is in a relationship...just leave them the fuck alone...you have no business in butting into someone's relationship. It's just that fucking simple. I mean if you don't like how I handle situations and shit then don't fucking talk to me...it's fucking common sense my god!
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Good on ya girl!
You do whatever you fuken want to, and dont let that bastard tell you how to live. Just be you.
Stay sweet.
Angel (xpiecedangelx)
[Anonymous]
hey =)
[Anonymous]
WOW ENOUGH WITH THE SLIT MY WRISTS no okay? wow im black..Wiggy wiggy white i love you !! yeah ride it!

-Love
amanda
[Anonymous]
thanks, you too =)
[Anonymous]
thats a little long for me to read.. im lazy... so yeah u got i pic i xcan c?
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