I completely hate it that I have started getting junk mail in my e-mail. Grrr! It makes me furious! * Yesterday;; I went to Harmony's party, it was alright. I don't really talk to many of her friends. I pretty much only talked to Kole, Doug, Cody, Torre, Matt, and Ethan. First time talking to Matt, EVER. He's a pretty nice guy && he's a good skateboarding. Must love that! && after a couple hours JUSTIN showed up with Dan, Alex, and Billy. Ahhh! Justin ♥! I missed that kid so so so so SO much!! I've seen him like twice since he moved. =[ That is saddening. * I had a nice conversation with Bradley, Harmony's cousin. Haha, he knows me as the girl who ran into the tree at Holly's [Harmony's sister] house. He came up to me and was like "You're the girl that ran into the tree at Holly's house, right?" What a way to be remembered. Haha, but it was hilarious. I had forgotten about that till he mentioned it. But it's been a long while since I've seen him. Ahhh, he's cute. So cute. Sadly, my talk with him got interrupted cos I had to leave for work. And my mum came in looking for me...so yeah. So soon as I got outside she was like "Who was that? Who was that? He's cute." So I was like "That's Bradley, Harmony's cousin." Ahhh. So cute. Yet too old. Haha. He's twenty-two. Soon to be twenty-three, I think...on the sixteenth...I'm pretty sure that's what he said. So yes, that would be one highlight! * But leaving early sort of sucked. Work was dull, I didn't even have to clean the broiler. And then Sarah gave me a ride home cos my dad had been a dumbass and left the phone off the hook. But I made between $80 to $90 or something, so that's still good. * My soccer game today was cancelled. It's been raining all weekend. And snowing. =] && very windy. * I should start studying my stupid CPR crap, I have the written test Tuesday. I think if you miss three questions of the first twenty-five, you fail CPR. GREAT. Fucking sucks that it's a SCHOOL REQUIREMENT. That's just dumb! I wouldn't save somebody. Unless that person was a good friend of mine or somebody I respected. Other than that, they can all fucking die. =] * I have found out that I get struck with a sudden rage, a lot. Multiple times through-out the day. It's really saddening. I mean, I get called a hippie every five seconds at school from the likes of Kole and Chris but I am so damn violent. Really, if I had a gun in my hand when I get angry, people would probably be dead. * All this fucking hype about the stupid election that's coming up. It's just crazy. First off, the new electronic things are going to be rigged. Just like the election of Bush vs. Kerry. It's all going to be rigged. And it's all going to go towards the Republicans. Which probably means in the next two years, gay marriage will be illegal, more phones will be tapped into, the "Patriot" act will continue, and more and more debt will occur, abortion will probably become illegal. And the government will just get as corrupt as possible until somebody breaks and just kills them all. Yes, I can see something like that happening. && if none of that happens, we should consider ourselves lucky until the next Anti-gay, Anti-abortion asshole takes hold of this country, which I hope isn't when I'm a citizen. * Gosh, my fucking parents haven't been treating me all too nicely. Maybe that's where my anger is coming from. I wouldn't doubt it. Erghhhh! * I guess I'll just go to sleep now. Or ... go in my room and write some more! Or find something to watch. Or maybe even finish that book I started about a bazillion months ago. I have no fucking idea. * Damn, you have no idea how much I want OUT of here. *