Oh wow. It's been forever! I wrote like every day when you were down, love. I missed you mucho. But now you're back. And it makes me uberly happy because today is also my ONE MONTH with a certain stud named Ryan. (Who is the reason why I make my diary "friend's only"...I'm not sure if I want him reading this yet.) But now that I'm on here, I don't want to write about everything I put down. Quite frankly, that's my past now (even though, it's been good) but, I'd like to stay in the present. So everything since the whatever of May, the last time I was able to make an entry, to now, shall go down as a mystery about me...if anybody cares...which nobody probably does. Except I did get into a giant fight with one of my friends, Willy. *haha* surprise, surprise. It pretty much started with him calling me a "tease"....which I have to admit, I was I used to be. Not anymore. Of course. That was like on the 28th. We're already talking to each other again. Go figure, I can't stay mad at people...It's just not chemically possible... No matter how much he fucking hurt me... Bastard. I don't know how I'm going to last thru summer without seeing Ryan five times a week. ): Bums me out. Which reminds me;; summer in 2.5 days. x33333 war and hatred only lead to more war and hatred. honesty is the best quality. if you're holding back anything, you're not being true to yourself. Haha...where the hell did I get those from? Oh, I have good news, I'm passing Anatomy & Physiology!! (I hope that's how you spell it) And some more good news, yesterday, I had to work at the Western because it was Christine's wedding. And I gotta have some delicious cake. But I had to go in at 3.30 which was okay because I got out at 9.15. Hmmm, I think my boss overpaid me, by $40. I made $90. sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet Haha....there was this kid that kept coming into the kitchen...and checking me out.. lmfao. I thought it was pretty funny. I mean, I saw the same kid back in December...he was cute back then. And obviously, he's still cute. But I'm totally in love with Ryan. Like seriously. The kid has no idea. And hopefully he'll never read this. (: