Today during Astronomy and also on the bus, I did some heavy thinking. I don't know why. Actually, it started during Health class. Like where I'm going in life. What I'm doing. If I'm doing what I want to do or if I'm just trying to good at something. I don't understand right now. And it sucks that I can barely explain it. I question why I like Jon Tallman. Well, that's always been somewhat questionable, but still, I'm really questioning it. I'm questioning why I like Luis. Like really, that shouldn't be what's on my mind. =/ Honestly, I think I'm starting to not like Jon. Which will probably be good. Because liking him is just crazy. But I'm going to have to think about that long and hard cos I'm a bonehead and I think that I might just have a chance with him. Even though all my friends think I'm nuts for thinking that. I just...I don't know, I can't control my thoughts. My thoughts control me.